Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Strength in Weakness

Felicitas Unidad Roan, Mami Fely, or simply, Mami, is the epitome of real strength. Downed by a serious illness, she fought and struggled to rise up again and to remain standing. She never faltered. Never surrendered. Though not my biological mother, my umbilical cord stretched out to her womb during my younger days. Daddy Jim died in my arms as I, as a young teenager, tried to keep the life in him when he had a heart attack in 1992. I guess that was the time when I was officially "adopted" by Mami. As my best friend Jasper's elder (but younger in terms of looks) brother. The Roan Reyes household survived the ordeal. We survived the ordeal and as Mami repeatedly reminded me during those dark hours, "Life MUst Go On." And her words seemed to have a strong impact on me. Upon hearing the words, it kinda got absorbed in my bloodstream and got stuck in my mind forever. IN times of sorrow and deep regret, indeed, LIFE MUST GO ON!
No so long after the death of Dadi JIm, Mam Fely was diagnosed with the BIG C. Yes, she underwent a series of operation in the mid-90s. They said hers was a terminal case but her illness or weakness somehow mutated into an energy that gave birth to another strong-willed person. She, again, survived. Life Must Go On.
Just recently, however, she contracted another dreaded disease. Still related to the BIG C. IN fact, I guess, the Big Brother of the BIG C.
Despite her ordeal, Mami remains a picture of strength. Never heard her feeling sorry for the test she is now into. There was a bad news in December last year. That she would not survive another three months. The doctor who diagnosed her, however, was felled by a liver ailment. That was the only time she told me she was sorry. Not for herself but for her doctor. More serious than hers I guess her doctor's illness was. Eleven months after, Mami still enjoys the gift of life. Still going out with friends. Enjoying the fruits of seniorhood. Last time we met, she gained weight. And gained wisdom as the days moved along. LIFE MUST GO ON.
Indeed, LIFE MUST GO ON. When she first uttered those words to me, I never really realized the true meaning of it. It just sank in to me that LIFE continues even after DEATH. She died when Dady died. She died when first diagnosed with cancer. She died when she was dignosed again with yet another case of cancer. Yet she stood up and lived again, and again, and again. For LIFE MUST GO ON, AND ON, AND ON, AND ON... And even as we reached that place of ETERNAL BLISS. I believe we would continue to live in the hearts and minds of people we loved and those who loved us when we were still AT THE FIRST PHASE OF LIFE HERE ON EARTH.
Years from now, all of us must pass to the next level of life. And then to the next level again. But it is quite helpful to share with you that very powerful phrase that made Joel Egco what he is now. Let us share the same words to people we love and cherish. People who we want to find STRENGTH in WEAKNESS.

LIFE MUST GO ON ;)

Thursday, November 22, 2007

PINABILI LANG NG SUKA YOUR ASS!

NEWSFLASH!!!

By Malou Guanzon-Apalisok

Cebu Daily News
Last updated 12:17pm (Mla time) 11/08/2007
The controversy stemming from the National Press Club’s decision to alter the Neo Angono artists’ Press Freedom mural has unleashed one of the most ferocious attacks against a group of supposed media practitioners. I say “supposed” because the working media in general are not familiar with personalities identified with the Manila-based NPC. Whether Roy Mabasa and Joel Sy Egco, NPC president and director, respectively, belong to the print or broadcast media is not clear. Tagalogs have a funny way of describing how pseudo-journalists are made: “Pinabili lang ng suka, pagbalik peryodista na.”

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This was among the many intriguing stories written about my involvement in the MURAL issue. Intriguing and funny. I find it intriguing because up to now, I still don't know who the hell this writer is. I tried to look her up on GOOGLE but found almost nil information about her. IMagine the GALL! Roy Mabasa and Joel Sy Egco “Pinabili lang ng suka, pagbalik peryodista na.” Tickle me more! Hahahahaha! I find this statement very, very funny! Who is she, anyway!? PINABILI LANG NG DANGIT SA CEBU PORT, PAGBALIK COLUMNIST NA?

I would advice her to search for Roy's or my name on google before she speaks. For everyone's information, Roy Mabasa was Manila Bulletin chief of reporters. He came from a family of journalists too. Me, on the other hand, well, just GOOGLE me. Whew!

In April 2000, I, as then president of the Defense Press Corps, experienced what war was really like. For hours, we got caught in the crossfire between the MILF and the 1st Marine Company in Munai, Lanao Del Sur. We were the first batch of journalists (with me were Raffy Tima, Badet Tamayo and several other TV crews) who tripped on that near-death predicament. I experienced being bombed at, shot at, rolled under the dirt as bullets, rockets and bombs horrifyingly zoomed over us. ALL FOR THE LOVE OF JOURNALISM. Then, there was the Abu Sayyaf coverage and when the Sipadan hostage crisis erupted, Sulu was declared NO MAN'S LAND for journalists by the government.
In my hotel room in Zamboanga City that night, I wrote a strongly-worded statement against the media blackout in Sulu. The following morning, during a press conference arranged by the DND chief (Orlando Mercado) and AFP chief (Angelo Reyes), I RUDELY interrupted the briefing and read the protest letter that was signed by 80 foreign and local journalists covering the Sipadan hostage crisis. Jessica Soho was there. Dindo Amparo and Howie Severino, among other respected names in the industry supported the move I initiated. That same day, we were allowed to travel to Sulu aboard a Navy boat. Doon sa SULU ako "Pinabili lang ng suka."

When everybody was silent on the cases of journalist killed in action, I was the first to stand up and declare that we should fight back! That was after Philip Agustin in Aurora was killed. Thenafter, the Association of Responsible Media (ARMED) was formed. Thousands of journalists followed my lead and began practicing their shooting skills from Batanes to JOLO. That's still on record. June 2005. Simultaneous nationwide gun safety and training seminar for mediamen. "Pinabili lang nga suka!"

When Arroyo issued Proclamation 1017 last year, ARMED, Alyansa ng Filipinong Mamamahayag and NUJP gathered at the NPC grounds one morning and SHAVED OUR HEADS in dire protest of the proclamation. Sa totoo lang ayaw na tumubo ng buhok ko dahil dun. We did that when the previous NPC leadership was silent on the issue of PP1017. And when everybody felt the chill of an imminent declaration of Martial Law, the people whom this HOLIER THAN THOU columnist tagged as "Pinabili lang ng suka," rose up and declared PP 1017 their enemy!

The question is: NASAN KAYA ANG PINABILI NG DANGIT NG MGA PANAHONG YON?

As my former editor-in-chief Jullie Yap Daza puts it:

"CHECK YOUR FACTS AND STUDY YOUR BACKGROUND... READ! READ! READ!" DAMNIT!

Saturday, November 17, 2007

FOUL LANGUAGE

My bestfriend, Jas, asked me why I had to use FOUL language on this blog. Told him that as a genuine Novo Ecijano, (http://www.anaknggapan.blogspot.com/), I usually have PUTANG INA for breakfast, TANG INA NIYO for lunch and for dinner, PUTANG INA also. I don't want to pretend. What you see is what you will get. When Joel Egco says PUTANG INA, that means I'm excited (or mad). It depends on my mood. And when I say good things about some issues or people, that means I really feel good about them. No pretensions. THis is my goddamn world and this is the only place on this god damn planet where I can be who I really am. Where I can speak my mind. Where I can say what I want to say to my heart's delight.
If you have a problem with that (use of foul language), you should grow up! Or better yet, get out of this blog and visit others that are only being used to display the authors' grammatical prowess or their silly views about silly subjects. Pa-cute lang. Me, on the other hand, I don't care about what my visitors think. I don't give a damn about what others may think. That's freedom. In this free market of ideas, some are fresh while some are stale... It depends on one's unique perceptions.. Whatever the case, whatever the language used (or unused), it's getting the message across great lenghts that matters the most..
TANG INA NIYO :)

Friday, November 16, 2007

THEN SILENCE FELL...

The silence is deafening... I miss the noise, especially when the sorry artists from Angono trained their sights on me last week. They created damning issues against me. Even conspired with a PDI columnist (babaeng wala naman epekto kung magsulat) in putting the heat on me. The lady reporter, or should I say correspondent (whatever!) thought I didn't know where she was trying to put me. Sorry, iha. journalist opisina ka lang. YOu wanna see REAL journalists? Nandun hinahabol ng bala. Kinakasuhan ng libel. Binabaril at kung anu ano pang dangers ang hinaharap. Di tulad mo, SYOTA ka lang yata kasi ng isang artist. Ikaw kaya ang tirahin namin? Hehehe. But you're lucky I'm not like you. I've been a journalist for so many years. And Im glad I did not earn my reputation the way you sadly did. As journalists, we are not in
the business of dragging other private individuals in any controversy, unless your motives are driven by malice. So hard you tried to put words into my mouth, So sorry you got nothing. Because we, as REAL journalists, (not you paid hack!) know our limitations. We know how to respect other people's rights. We may have our own biases and all that, but we never put that in writing, especially if it would serve our own interest. And you, whose name I will never mention because you lack dignity, should remind yourself always that in every issue, there are things that should never be dignified.
Anyway, I was informed that the artists, five days after I came out and exposed them, went to UP and distributed copies of my supposed text messages to them to defend themselves. I never really knew the contents of the SANITIZED text messages they had printed and I never really had the interest to know. Number one, they lost the moral argument. NUmber two, they ran out of issues to debate on. Number three, personal attacks are the worst in debate. Pathetic.
Ito naman kasing tarantadong si Gappi, kung anu ano na naisip para makaganti.
Kupal, hindi mo ba alam na maraming nakasave sa inbox ko na text messages ng chairman of the board niyo?
Wire Tuazon and I had exchanged a lot of messages before I awarded the contract to you. The oldest on my cellphone were those he sent on JUly 14, where he assured the NPC of a lot of things, including "expected and revisions along the way. Manganganak pa ang concept...." We chose not to reveal the damning contents of the text messages because I didn't want wire to be humiliated! Kung si Gappi at Chitoy lang kahit ipakulong puwede sana e. But not Wire. He's a friend. The last text messages I saved were those that say: "BUUIN MO MUNA PERA BAGO TAYO MAG-USAP." O, naalala niyo na? Saved it last week of September. But of course, we decided not to do what you did because MAGMUMUKHA KAMI TANGA! Ayaw naman naming magmukhang desperado sa atensiyon. The saved messages were photographed, transcribed and analyzed. NPC officials and our lawyers have copies of those. Saan man gamitin, up to them.

Unfortunately, ayaw na namin pahabain ito. As Roy puts it, everything has been ventilated. Sabi nga ng kumpare kong si Arnold Clavio, bakit naman sa media ninyo pa ipinaraan? Oo nga naman. Halata tuloy e. Napasikat na sana namin kayo ngayon. Glory giveth, glory taketh away...

Only the obscure and exploited painters of the group deserve to be honored. There's time to leave the group. Wake up, men. You are being used and manipulated to the hilt! Di niyo ba napansin walang ibang Angono group ang sumuporta sa inyo? Because the local folks there know about your leaders...

They're damned.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

RAISE YOUR AXES!!

Picked from Louie Logarta's Column, Blurbal Thrusts, NOv. 8, 2007 issue



...In 1932, Abby Aldrich Rockefeller convinced her husband to commission the famous left-wing Mexican artist Diego Rivera to do a mural for the lobby of the soon-to-be-completed Rockefeller Center in midtown Manhattan in New York City.

Unfortunately, Rivera made the fatal mistake of placing at the center of the 63’ x 17’ mural that depicted “workers at the crossroads of industry, science, socialism and capitalism” the portrait of Soviet leader Lenin without first consulting his patrons. It turned out to be his undoing.

After being severely bashed by the New York media for sponsoring a great piece of art espousing the anti-capitalist ideology, Rockefeller politely asked Rivera to erase the face of Lenin and replace it with someone less controversial.

Rivera suggested Abraham Lincoln, but refused to expunge Lenin.

The story goes that Rivera was then summoned by Rockefeller building people while he was still working on his unfinished mural, handed a check for $14,000 representing the balance of his talent fee, informed that his services were no longer needed and unceremoniously barred him from the site. Shortly after, Rivera’s mural was covered with a drape and a wooden screen to keep it out of public view.

Because he had formally accepted full payment for his services, Rivera was unable to pressure the Rockefellers to exhibit or at least keep his work. The episode ended on a tragic note, because despite efforts by art conservationists to have it transferred to the Museum of Modern Art and furious demonstrations by Rivera supporters, Rockefeller’s workers literally destroyed the valuable artwork using axes and machetes on the night of Feb. 10, 1934.

FREEDOM ABOVE ALL

Thursday morning, a group of activists trooped to the NPC Building in Intramuros to air their grievances. We opened up our gates, welcomed them with open arms and hearts. As the bastion of press freedom and freedom of expression, the NPC encourages all who may have more grievances to air to please come over and do so.
For decades, the NPC had been ignored by the free masses it sworn to protect and whose rights the Club swore to uphold. We longed for you. We have long dreamt of the time when your voices will again resonate around and on every corner of the NPC. The NPC was made for that purpose and with the issues at hand, we can declare that democracy is alive!
For so long, the NPC has been an empty space reserved only for journalists. Help us fulfill our dream of making it serve its rightful purpose. To be the voice of the people and sanctuary of history’s talekeepers. We welcome you and beg you to please come over and express your rights for it would be a dream come true for the NPC. With open arms and brotherly love, we will join you.
For the NPC to serve its noble purpose, we must unite and share our ideals about freedom. Let us preserve the NPC as a venue where we can all express ourselves, regardless of our leanings or inclinations. And for God’s sake help us preserve its hallowed grounds. Let us stand fast and declare that no one, nothing, not even the Government Service Insurance System (GSIS) could take away this revered venue of freedom of expression. We can never afford to lose this God-given possession that our forefathers fought for. We cannot let their dreams and aspirations die out once the NPC is taken away from its real owner- the Filipino people and all freedom-loving citizens of the world.
We hungered for your return, our dear fellow Filipinos. We craved to hear your minds and read your hearts once again. Help us fight for this bastion of freedom. Help us in the fight against those who eagered to take and break it and those who threaten to evict the very souls of press freedom fighters whose names are written with their own sweat and blood in the four walls of the NPC.
Help us bring back the NPC’s long lost glory. Help us save the NPC.

STRAIGHT FROM THE HORSE'S MOUTH: THE REAL STORY BEHIND THE NPC MURAL

The brouhaha where my beloved organization, the National Press Club, is now neck-deep into would have been avoided had my FORMER friends in Angono, Rizal to whom I gave the rarest opportunity of painting two major artworks- the Armed Forces of the Philippines Mural and the now world-renowned NPC mural- only followed what was agreed on.

Among all the people whose names were dragged into this mess, I can say that I am the only person and the one in the best position to talk about the TRUTH on what really happened on October 25, the day before the unveiling of my "BABY."

The problem started when facts got mixed up due to the pressures of the day. My mind that day became a virtual freeway, a major highway to a traffic jam of words. Despite that, I was so careful in choosing the words I passed from Roy Mabasa and others at the NPC to Neo Angono Artists and vice versa. I became a virtual cable that transmitted valuable information from one line to the other.

Now the facts: First, I NEVER said that the any Palace rep ordered the alterations. What I told the artists was that I WAS TOLD that the president's men are coming over AGAIN to inspect the mural. BY president's men, I clarified that people from the Protocol and some security inspectors were included. NOT ONLY THE PSG. I said "AGAIN" because for your information I was the CHAIRMAN OF THE SECURITY COMMITTEE FOR THE ANNIVERSARY CELEBRATION. Mr. Mabasa and I already met with "THE PRESIDENT'S MEN" to discuss security matters and the anniversary program as early as October 22. In that meeting, which transpired inside the NPC Board Room, I showed the PSG officers and protocol staff photos of the mural to be unveiled. I possessed complete photos of the artwork because I AM THE PROJECT DIRECTOR.
And to set the record straight. And I swear this to the high heavens . I bet my family's name on this in the name of TRUTH: THOSE WHO SAW THE PICTURES LIKED THE ARTWORK! Shock and awe! Roy instructed me to place my laptop on top of the table and showed the photos of the mural to each person present. I assure you, NAGUSTUHAN NILA ANG MURAL. Just that. Hindi na pinagusapan ulit.
After that security meeting, I immediately called up Neo Artists to push through with the scheduled delivery the following day, October 23. At one point, I guess I even happily informed them that the president's staff liked the mural. I could not recall if it was them or if I told other people about it.
If you wanna know what happened between that meeting and until the mural has been delivered, JUST READ MY EARLIER POST BELOW.
Let's jump: October 25, 10:00 a.m.
I just woke up after a night's drink at NPC when I received a call from Roy. Although we inspected the mural the night before, Roy was not there. Naturally, all officers who were not present during the delivery wuld make a separate inspection the next day. Eh pambihira naman kasi ang mga DATI kong kaibigan. Dalawang buwan nila kasama ang mural samantalang kami ay dalawang oras lang yata nung gabing iyon. We set October 23 as the original delivery date to allow for enough room for possible changes or improvments. That fateful day. DAY OF INFAMY FOR THOSE ARTISTS, nagsilayas sila dahil kulang pa daw ang Isandaanlibong pisong hawak ko. kUMPLETUHIN DAW BEFORE NOON OR AALIS SILA. But they took off 10:30 a.m... well, just read the post below. Anyway, so Roy called and said he found some disturbing marks on the mural (the triangle enclosed ALIBATA "K" which may be perceived as the symbol of the NDF, the alibata on red and white background which may be perceived as rightist, the INVERTED FLAG on the newspaper at the centerpiece, the AWKWARD Npc Digest that carried a political matter instead of an internal issue being an internal publication, among other things. Please take note that the Headline PRESS FREEDOM FIGHTER'S SON ABDUCTED originally appeared on the newspaper held by Rizal entitled THE PHILIPPINES TODAY. The night of the delivery. Jerry Yap requested that the name of the paper be changed to NPC DIGEST. Since the artists were all tired, they went home a little past 8. It was only when they left that we realized the NPC Digest should not carry a political issue since it is just an internal publication. But seeing the NPC Digest carrying such a story would be awkward. Far from reality. So we decided to have it corrected. And to avoid major damage, we opted to have only a few letters deleted. Thus came the planned headline PRESS FREEDOM FIGHT IS ON. This title on the NPC DIGEST? Nothing fits better!
On the deletion of the International Federation of Journalists' statement about the HUman Security Act, there was no offense meant against the group. IN FACT, THE IFJ BANNER IS STILL UP TO NOW INCLUDED AMONG THE STREAMERS OF RALLYISTS IN THE RALLY SCENE ON THE MURAL. The reason for the planned change in the IFJ statement was that we have to place there a statement instead of the Confederation of Asean JOurnalist where the NPC is affiliated. It was sad that the CAJ was not placed anywhere there.
Roy said, and I quote: "BAKA MAPAHIYA TAYO AT YONG MGA ARTISTS KASI MAY LEFT AND RIGHT POLITICAL SYMBOLS KAMING NAKITA." I never knew what he meant by KAMI. But he continued, "A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE COMING OVER, DIRECTOR. WE NEED TO CALL THE ARTISTS AND MAKE A FEW MORE IMPROVEMENTS. AYAW NATING MAY LEFT OR RIGHT DITO KASI MAGSASUFFER ANG INTEGRITY NG MURAL NATIN BEING A NEUTRAL ARTWORK. PLEASE TELL THEM TO PLACE ALL ALIBATA INSIDE A SUN FIGURE."
Then it struck me: THE NPC SEAL ITSELF HAS AN ALIBATA INSIDE AN 8-RAY SUN. So, enclosing all alibatas on the mural in 8-rayed suns would put the NPC everywhere on the mural. What an intelligent idea, I thought. The mix up occurred when he told me that even the PSG are making a final security inspection at the NPC (Just that). So I told the artists that. Iba na pala ang impression at dating. At first I had a negative impression about the final security inspection too. But the mural was not at all a security issue. Napansin man ang mga symbols, LAHAT NAMAN NG TAO DUN NAPANSIN ANG MGA IYON. Kung mayroong ayaw mapahiya si Roy, it's the artists, the NPC and the mural.
Upon his instructions, I called up the artists and HUMBLY requested for them to come back or just send a couple of artists to do the MINOR ALTERATIONS. Ang magaling na si Richard Gappi, na siyang may pakana ng pulitika sa grupo nila pero hindi naman pintor ay tinanong ako: Bakit daw? So I relayed Roy's message: "Natatakot si Roy na baka sa unveiling pa lang may masama ng critique. Ayaw ng may political symbols. Maraming taong pupunta at DADATING DIN ANG PSG at iba pa. Baka DAW mapansin ayusin na natin. Then goes gappi's usual response: "ITATANONG KO SA GRUPO!" I begged him to come over. Or just send two artists at the most. "Huwag mo ng itanong. Kung kailangang sunduin ko kayo gagawin ko or mag rent na lang diyan. Well pay here for everything."
"Magtatawagan daw sila."
Then another call from Roy came in: "Egco asan na mga artists mo?" Sabi ko: "Hahanap pa ng pupunta." He said "Ok" then hang up.
Then I received a text message from Mr. Gappi ( Di ba sa English Gapi means TALO? Just asking). Malabo daw at wala mga tao! Despite the LAME excuse, I tried to contact the other leaders of the group and finally got connected with Carlos Totong Francisco II (I admire this fellow). I told him "TOTONG PLEASE NAMAN O. TAPUSIN NA NATIN LAHAT NG PROBLEMA SA MURAL. MAY KAUNTING CORRECTIONS LANG. KASI NATATAKOT SI ROY NA BAKA PANGIT NGA ANG MAGING KRITIKO SA MURAL. MADAMI DADATING NA TAO. SI PRESIDENTE, MAYOR LIM ETC. MAY NAKAPANSIN DAW NUNG MGA SIMBOLO. ITATAYA KO NA PAGKAKAIBIGAN NATIN DITO PLEASE. NAKIKIUSAP AKO. AYOKO KAUSAP ANG IBANG KAGRUPO MO. MAGUGULO SILA. IN FACT, KUNDI DAHIL SA YO AT KAY WIRE DI KO IBIBIGAY SA INYO YAN PROJECT. SI GAPPI AND CHITOY I DONT TRUST THEM. AYAW NA NILA MAGPAPUNTA NG TAO. KUNG PWEDE SANA IKAW AT SI EBOK OR KAHIT SINO"
Totong asured me: "Sige pare. Punta ko kina wire ngayon. Sabihin ko lahat ng concerns niyo. Text kita gaad."
Then Roy called me up again: "EGCO, NASAN NA SILA? ANO SABI?" I replied: "PARA SIGURADO PUPUNTAHAN KO NA LANG. SUSUNDUIN KO SA ANGONO." hE SAID: "GOOD. PUNTAHAN MO NA. KAMI NA BAHAL DITO NI JERRY (YAP)."
So, even without taking a bath. I got my car keys and went straight to my car in my shortpants. Started the van and went off. A kilometer away, I received a text mesasge from TOTONG FRANCISCO. "PARE, PASENCYA KA NA TALAGA. DI RAW MAKAKAPUNTA GRUPO. YON ANG NAGING DESISYON. GUSTUHIN KO MAN SUMAMA, SUMUSUNOD LANG KAMI SA DESISYON NG GRUPO." He offered no other explanation. I turned the car back toward the house.
Once there, I told Roy about the bad news. "PARE AYAW NA PUMUNTA." He said: "pilitin mo, direktor. Sila din mapupulaan dito. Mahirap na. ALLOWED NAMAN TAYO TO MAKE SUGGESTIONS E."
So for the last time, I tried to call up the artists again. I told them: "Ayoko rin munang galawin ang mural. Im just following orders. Ayoko naman parang may ipiplease kaming tao. Mahirap namang parang ipiplease namin si presidente. Pag ganun di maganda yon para kay GMA at sa lahat sa ating involved. Nagaaway na kami ni Roy. Nabubwisit na ko." I also told Roy that.
Kako: "PARE. PARA NAMANG IPIPLEASE LANG NATIN SI GMA NIYAN E. MAPUPULAAN TAYO. HINDI KAYA?" He retorted: "HINDI SA GANON DIREKTOR. DI LANG SI PRESIDENTE PUPUNTA DITO. THERE WILL ALSO BE ART CRITICS, ART CONNOSIEURS, LOCAL POLITICIANS AND MEMBERS OF THE DIPLOMATIC COMUNITY. AYAW NATING MAGMUKANG KAHIYA HIYA LAHAT TAYO DAHIL BAKA MAKITA YONG SYMBOLS. AYAW NATIN NG MAY KALIWA O KANAN O KAHIT ANONG MAY BAHID PULITIKA. NPC LANG."
And I believed him. He sounded really, really sincere. He was.
At that moment, a lot of things have been going inside my mind. A call, text message from Roy etc. A call, text message fromt he artists. What a predicament! I know it was somewhere along that way that the facts got mixed up. OR DID SOMEONE FROM THE OTHER LINE DELIBERATELY MIX IT UP. NOW, IM LED TO BELIEVE THAT THE ARTISTS WANTED THE SYMBOLS TO REMAIN. TO BE SEEN. FOR WHATEVER REASON, ONLY THEY (AND PROBABLY ROY MABASA) KNEW.
Nonetheless, a heated argument ensued between me and the then panicking poor Roy. I was also having an argument with the great Gapi (English: LOSER?). I asked him why they are refusing to come over and do the REQUESTED IMPROVEMENTS. He said again. And this I tell you has been his classic line: "NAGDESISYON NA ANG GRUPO." Paano naman ang desisyon namin?
Then since, I knew they were cooking up something. They saw an opportunity to fan a flame for it to burst out into a fiery furnace. COLLECTIVE. GRUPO. COLLECTIVE. I remember my days as a young activist also fooled into believing the falsehearted principles of a passe ideology.
When the Inquirer story came out with the following quotes: "NPC director Joel Sy Egco said members of the Presidential Security Group had inspected the mural and noted certain “leftist marks.” Twas right because everybody did notice those marks. We noticed.. Other visitors noticed. Other journalists did- everyone.
AND NEVER DID I SAY TO ANYONE THAT THE PSG ORDERED THE ALTERATIONS. THEY NEVER DID! JUST AN UNFORTUNATE MIXING UP OF A LOT OF DETAILS THAT ENDED UP INTO A CRUCIAL (OR DELIBERATE) MISUNDERSTANDING- THAT THE PSG INFLUENCED US INTO CHANGING PORTIONS OF THE MURAL. WALA SILANG IBANG SINABI KUNDI MAGANDA ANG MURAL. I JUST WOULD LIKE TO SET THAT RECORD STRAIGHT.
IT WAS MY PRESIDENT, ROY, WHO JUST GOT WORRIED OVER WHAT CRITICS MIGHT SAY ABOUT THE MURAL. AND BY GOD, HE HAD JUST BEEN HONEST AND CAREFUL. THERE WAS ENOUGH TIME FOR THE ARTISTS TO RESPECT HIS SUGGESTIONS. I DONT KNOW UNTIL NOW WHY THE ARTISTS SEEMED SO AFRAID WHENEVER THEY WERE INSIDE THE NPC. PARANG SINISILABAN ANG MGA PUWET.
So when I realized the artists will no longer make the corrections, I told Roy it was hopeless. NAGMAMATIGAS SILA PARE. I could feel his disappointment and rage. 'ATIN NAMAN ANG MURAL. WE CAN DO ANYTHING. WALANG KUWENTANG KAUSAP MGA ARTISTS NA YAN. SIMPLENG PAKIUSAP HINDI MAGAWA. PAMBIHIRA SILA."
That night, I was informed that an unknown artist was making very few and minor changes on the artwork. So I rushed to the NPC and when I got there late in the evening, I saw the changes. To my dismay. I called Roy for an explanation. "PARE BAKIT GANITO ITO? PARANG PINTOR NG NITSO GUMAWA!" He replied: "ANO BA NANGYARI? UMALIS NA KASI AKO DI KO NA NAKITA GINAWA." I answered: 'NAGLAGAY NG IBONG ADARNA NA WALANG BALAHIBO AT NAKAKULONG SA HAWLA TAPOS MAY MGA BIGOTE NA SI POPOY LAGMAN AT JOHN LLOYD CRUZ." (Said this in jest)
That time we never really knew to whom the images belonged. I was informed later by the artists that it was Jose Lacaba "NA PWEDE DING MAGING SI ARMANDO MALAY" according to Gapi. (HA? Richard, ikaw nagsabi sa kin nun! Mas malala pala interprestasyon niyo. Nagiiba ang identity. Parang Dr. Jekyl and Mr Hyde! Whew!) Then he said the guy near the truck wearing what appears to be a hardhat was Randy David. I said "Ok."
Nonetheless, I was enraged by the changes. Roy wasnt there when it was done. I arrived late. I even told the waiters in the restaurant: "NASAN BA UNG GUMAWA NITO? PAKIKUHA YONG BARIL KO SA VAN AT BABARILIN KO LANG!" Many witnessed how infuriated I was. Yet Roy told me: "OK LANG YAN BROD. NEO CAN COME IN ANYTIME TO MAKE THE CORRECTIONS. DI NAMAN SADYA E. THOSE ARE ONLY TEMPORARY. IN GOOD FAITH NAMAN. IPAAAYOS NATIN SA ARTISTS."
I told him: "PUTANG INA NAMAN EH. ALAM MO NAMAN MAHIRAP KAUSAP MGA YUN. MASAYADONG BANGUNGOT NA INABOT KO SA MGA YON."
Later, I informed the NPC Board that I was boycotting the unveiling NOT BECUASE THE PRESIDENT WAS ATTENDING but because "EH PUTANG INA NAMAN NANGYARI DUN SA BABY KO (MURAL) NAGKAROON NG IBONG HUBAD. AYOKO UMATEND NABUBUWISIT AKO."
So, although I was voted CHAIRMAN OF THE COMMITTEE ON SECURITY, I did not attend. Upon Roy's instructions, I called up the artists again to make the necessary corrections in the morning of the day of unveiling. AYAW LALO NILA! So, I told them WAG NA TAYO PUMUNTA. I decided not to attend the rites because I wanted to prevent a disaster. Working with the artists for a long time familiarized me with their behaviors. I knew something bad (or worse) would happen if they were there.
Nevertheless, I proposed to the Board that we arrange a night of thanksgiving and celebration with the artists. We scheduled it for the following Wednesday. I told Roy to prepare a bash! Night of music! Beer, food and liquor. A party! I told Jerry Yap to prepare somekind of a "BONUS" for the artists. And as we celebrate, I suggested that the final touches be made at the same time. Roy and Jerry immediately approved of my proposal, which include presenting the artists with an NPC resolution expressing its PROFOUND GRATITUDE and to give each participatign artist a PLAQUE OF APPRECIATION. Shit! Ganyan Pala Kasama ang NPC!
"KAYANG KAYA NG NEO AYUSIN YAN BAGO PA TAYO MALASING," I told Roy. I even told Mr. Gappi about the planned celebration for them. Alam niyo ba ang sagot niya? He uttered his INFAMOUS line again: "DISCUSS NAMIN YAN SA GRUPO. PAG-UUSAPAN NG GRUPO."
The nightmare happened three days later, Monday. While I was in Nueva Ecija, Roy called me: "PINAPUNTA MO BA ANG NEO SA NPC?" I answered: "BAKIT KO NAMAN SILA PAPUNTAHIN E MIYERKULES ANG USAPAN?" "EH, NANDUN DAW NAGKUKUHA PICTURES," he replied.
I even assured him: "DON'T WORRY. SIGURO SINILIP LANG YUNG MGA AAYUSIN NILA."
"oK." Roy hang up.
On Tuesday evening, while I was driving back to Manila and upon reaching the Bocaue exit, I received a message from the LOSER. It read: "BINABOY NIYO ANG MURAL NAMIN! MGA BERDUGO KAYO NG SINING! ETC. ETC. ETC."
I asked him: "Bakit pare" What happened ba?"
Gappi sent this reply: "Joel, binaboy niyo ang mural namin. Tangina niyo. Mga berdugo kayo." At ito na ang mga sumunod: "binaboy ng mga berdugo ng sining ang mural namin na nasa 4th floor, headline restaurant, sa loob ng npc building sa intramuros." OH MY! THEY FORGOT THE ZIP CODE!
Was that a press release?
Then I told Richard Gapi: "Pare wag kayo ganiyan. Kung galit kayo sa isang tao, wag naman idadamay ang buong institution. UnfaIr sa aming mga inosenteng members yan. Tulad ko. I fought for you to win the contract. I fought for you til the end. I even fought with Roy last time. The NPC officers sided with me. Id like to assure you, HINDI NPC ANG KALABAN."

AT HETO NA! ALAM NINYO BA ANG SAGOT NI GAPI? ANO PA? (TO THIS EFFECT)
"Joel NAPAGDESISYUNAN NG GRUPO (!) na irekalmo ang ginawa ninyo. Kausap na namin ngayoN si Adrian Cristobal ng IPO. Ikinalat na namin sa lahat ng mga kaibigan namin sa media at artist community ang ginawa ninyo. naemail na namin sa lahat."
At one point, I received probably a missent message from Gapi that reads "Ate Weng (Paraan of NUJP?), binaboy ng NPC ang mural namin. blah! blah! blah!..."
Then It came to me: THESE MONSTERS WANTED TO CREATE A SCENE. IMAGINE MONDAY THEY WENT TO TAKE PICTURES OF THE PORTIONS THAT NEEDED TO BE CORRECTED. THE NEXT DAY IBA NA. ANAK NG TOKWA! THEY WERE HURLING INVECTIVES AT US. CURSING US. ACCUSING US OF DEFILING "THEIR" MURAL.
I suspected that a bright boy, the head of the COLLECTIVE, could have seen an opening. "THE MURAL WAS BASTARDIZED TO PLEASE GMA! THE NPC DEFILED THE MURAL UPON PSG'S ORDERS!" instead of "I-PERFECT NA NATIN YUNG MURAL THEN LET'S HAVE A PARTY." Unfortunate.
MINURA PA KAMI NG MGA TARANTADO! MATAGAL NA MAY NAGSABI SA AMIN NA ANG NAAC AY HINDI NEO ANGONO ARTISTS COLLECTIVE KUNDI... NAAC- NARCISO ANTAZO ARAMIL COMMAND. WHATEVER AND WHOEVER THAT NARCISO IS, i dont give a damn.
But we refused to believe they are leftists. I myself refused to believe until now out of respect and admiration.

OUR EXPERIENCE SHOULD SERVE AS A WARNING TO OTHERS. I feel bad about what happened. Kung hindi sana inuna ang pagiging arogante ng mga lider ng grupong ito, hindi sana umabot sa ganito. Gappi and Zapata, I never really trusted them. My concern goes for the other members of the group who, up to now, I still admire. YOU SHOULD BETTER CONSIDER A CHANGE IN LEADERSHIP MY FRIENDS. And if you happen to get close to Mayor Au Villamayor, warn her, tell her her administration's been I-N-F-I-L-T-R-A-T-E-D.

CONCLUSION: The NPC mural we commissioned does not reflect the interests of the Club. It veered away from what was agreed upon. There was a clear-cut policy against putting living persons on it or at least they should have given us due courtesy to introduce us to their friends on the mural. The sons of bitches who lead (and exploit!) the sorry group of painters wanted a mural that would please the Philippine Daily Inquirer because this group is so HUNGRY for publicity. TAKAW NA TAKAW AT UHAW NA UHAW SA KATANYAGAN. Sa bandang huli ang bagsak ay sa KAHIHIYAN! What we wanted was an INDEPENDENT mural. Timeless. NEUTRAL.

WE DO NOT LIKE IT.

NEO-ANGONO ARTISTS COLLECTED!!!

This was the statement I released on November 6, when I finally could not take the attacks on the NPC by my FORMER friends in Angono.



"For days I kept silent and listened as to how a group of opportunists
vilified and demonized my revered organization. These ingrates muddled
and manipulated all issues in their favor with well-rehearsed rhetoric
and dramatics. Now, it's time that I talk and set the record straight.
Neo-Angono Artists Collective: You are the real enemies of press
freedom and I am declaring you persona non grata. Never set foot on
the hallowed grounds of the NPC until you have apologized!"

This as his opening statement, National Press Club Director Joel Sy
Egco, the project director for the NPC Mural Project, yesterday told
reporters that he would ask the NPC Board to pursue appropriate
charges, including Estafa, against members of the artists group. His
actions,he said, would still be subject to the decision of the NPC.

"I, representing NPC, had suffered two harrowing and hellish months of
dealing with some unprofessional and rude members of the group. The
NPC, throughout the production phase of the project, had done its part
to the letter. There were delays in payments, yes, because NPC
officials had to dole out funds from their own pockets. Yet, in every
delay, Neo members cursed us. They never listened to reason. They
never got to understand the rarest glory that was at hand for them,"
Egco said.

He added: "What we expected as a harmonious relationship with them
turned out into our worst nightmare. We paid them religiously to do
the job. But when they finally got the last payment, they ran away and
left the job undone. The NPC gave them enough time and room to make
the final improvements but they refused and arrogantly turned the
invitation down. Para po sa kaalaman ng lahat, ako po ay nagmakaawa sa
kanila, nagsumamo at naglumuhod para lamang magpadala sila ng isa o
dalawang pintor na mag aayos sana sa mural. Sinabihan ko pa sila na
kung maari sila ay aming susunduin kung hindi man sila'y maaring
umarkila ng sasakyan at babayaran naming lahat. Hindi po sila sumunod
at sinabing tapos na ang trabaho."

Based on their agreement, Egco said the decision to declare the mural
"finish" should be mutually agreed upon by both parties. He stressed
that the artist group erred when they failed to respect their
agreement. Saying his next moves will be "his personal quest for
justice," Egco shared NPC President Roy Mabasa's observation that the
mural was tainted with "political issues and symbols."

"Kami po ay nagkomisyon ng isang mural upang ipakita ang kasalukuyang
lagay ng kalayaan sa pamamahayag sa bansa. It was a very noble
intention. Nararapat lamang po na expression din namin ang Makita sa
mural hindi lamang expression nila. Ang Neo ang tunay na kalaban ng
malayang pamamahayag. When we tried to talk, they refused to listen.
They silenced us. They censored us. Nilagyan po nila ng mga simbolong
pulitikal ang mural tulad ng sa isyu ng Human Security Act at ang
pagkawala ni Jonas Burgos at kung ano-ano pa. Yung lang maliliit na
bagay na iyon ang ninais naming maituwid ngunit hanggang sa huli po ay
winalangya nila kami. Hindi po nila kami pinakinggan at iginalang
bilang mga taong nagkomisyon sa kanila. To me, that was the height of
ingratitude and arrogance. Kung tumupad lamang po sila sa usapan hindi
sana nagkaganito. In the end, they should be the ones to blame and for
that they should be the punished," the NPC official stressed.

He recalled that when the mural was first delivered on October 23, the
artists "hostaged" the mural. Egco said the simple hostage situation
ended a "kidnapping."

"Dumating po kami noong umagang iyon. Ang sabi po nila sa akin,
kaliwaan tayo dahil iyon ang usapan. Sinabi po nila na sa bangko kami
magkitakita bago ibaba ang mural. I told them sarado pa ang bangko.
Mayron kami dito P100,000 mamaya ko bibigay ang kulang dahil
naghahanap pa ng pera. Ang sabi po nila sa akin, sige hanggang alas
dose lang kami kundi aalis na kami at di niyo makikita mural hanggat
di kayo bayad. Pumayag po ako dahil parating na ang pera mula sa isang
NPC director."

"Laking gulat na lamang po namin ng bandang alas 10:30 a.m. isinakay
po nila ang mural sa kanilang trak at nagsimulang umalis. Napahiya po
ako sa lahat ng taong nakasaksi. Tinawagan ko po sila at nagmakaawa na
bumalik dahil padating na ang pera at wala pang alas dose tulad ng
usapan. Nagimbal po ako sa isinagot sa akin, 'Hindi ninyo makukuha ang
mural hanggat di bayad. Ideposito ninyo ang kwarta sa bangko namin
bago kami bumalik diyan. At dagdagan ninyo ng P20,000 pa dahil inabala
niyo kami. Para pong kidnapping ang nangyari. At noon ngang dumaang
araw naverify po nila ang deposito kaya dinala na nila ang mural. Ang
halagang P20,000 ay bumaba sa P15,000," Egco narrated.

"They themselves knew that the agreement was cash on delivery. By
hostaging the mural and demanding that we make the deposit first, they
violated it," Egco said.

He stressed that NPC had been religious in its dealings with the group
up to the last moment. Despite the humiliation the NPC suffered, its
officers decided to address the issue with diplomacy.

"Mayron po kaming mother contract. Paano nila masasabing tapos na ang
trabaho eh wala sila ni isang kopya ng kontrata. Naramdaman ko na po
ang kawalanghiyaan nila noong Agosto. They tricked me into signing an
addendum to the contract which favored them. Lest I signed, they will
not start the job. And so I did even without referring the same to the
NPC Board," Egco further narrated.

Egco claimed the contract was overpriced upon the insistence of Neo-Angono artists.
Being long known friends and because the NPC needed to have the job
done in time for the anniversary celebration, he yielded.

"Pumayag po ako sa halagang P900,000 dahil sa isang noble intention ng
grupo na tumulong sa isang kaibigan na ang ina ay may malubhang
karamdaman. Natulungan po nila ang taong iyon at malaki ang pasalamat
sa kanila. Pangalawa, pumayag ako sa malaking halaga sapagkat sabi
nila kailangan ng pera para sa kanilang Public Art Festival ngayong
Nobyembre at maraming utang na dapat bayaran. Lahat po ng hiniling nila ay pinagbigyan namin sa pamamagitan ko. Diretsahan ko pong sinasabi na overpriced ang mural
kung ibabase sa halaga ng Armed Forces of the Philippines mural na nakasabit sa AFP
Medical center sa V Luna na sila rin ang gumawa at may sukat na 10
feet by 20 feet ay nagkahalaga lamang ng P130,000. I am very much sure
of it because I was the one who commissioned them. Doblehin man natin
ang halaga noon ngayon ay aabot lamang sa kulang P300,000," Egco
disclosed.

"I tell Neo Angono now. You have nothing on me and asked nothing from
you for my own profit and you know it. I warn you against maligning my
person for I will not hesitate to slap you with more charges. I had
sided with you before out of respect for your rights. Now it is time
for us your victims to speak and to let everyone know about your
devious character which led to the controversy that you are now
harping on at our expense. We regret that we gave you the contract. I
know there are better artists in Angono to whom the contract should
have been awarded. Sobrang kagarapalan at kakapalan ng mukha na iyan.
You have done so many violations. You attacked us. You maligned us.
The very institution that fed you for two months. And what did you do?
You did not only bite but ravaged the hand that fed you. And for all
the sins you have committed against us, you will have to pay and I
shall surely see you in court."

"Lastly, like an architect paid to design a house, you have no right
to complain. The right to suggest you have but the NPC being the owner
of the house- the owner of the mural- you have no right to claim
ownership over it. The mural is ours. We have every right over it. It
was supposed to contain our expression of press freedom. But you
stepped over us and even maligned us. You are the worst kind of
ingrates the world has ever seen," Egco said.
END